Thursday, April 21, 2011
Jauh hati 8:35 pm

Yerp after so long I come to here again.

And 2 weeks to go before I'm joining Mr Jo till end of ur life.

Happy. Definitely!

But on other hand. I feel deep sad.

Sad with my family members who take this as granted. Not really helpful. Almost from A-Z is handle by me. *am crying while wrote this*

If only I knew it will happen this way. Sumpah, I will do my own way and will never ever choose this type of celebration.

I will do small simple sweet event which limited only maximum 200 peeps. Biar la org nk mengata as long as I feel happier than what I feel at this second.

- from my soul via my iPhone

Tuesday, December 21, 2010
YES please! 7:01 pm

I'm crossing my finger and hope for the famous Z will available and say YES to me.

But half of me say, don't put high hope.

But heck..nafsu itu jua akan menang.

*pray*

- from my soul via my iPhone

Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Hands up 8:24 pm

I will not get big event as I wish.

Ok fine..let give and take and be realistic. I just a clerk n my parents only have title atuk n nenek.

I try hard to make big event as expensive it can be in look way not in cash way.

But then peeps still can get it. Ask me to chill. Take granted all the details has been discuss before this.

Can they understand whut I feel?

- from my soul via my iPhone

Thursday, November 18, 2010
Know I now.. 101 9:14 am

Belek. Pening.
Google. Still blur.

Pening. Blur. But I need to plan n move.

Ok now I know why I can't be wedding planner.


- from my soul via my iPhone

Thursday, October 28, 2010
Perluke? 10:24 pm

I feel no one cares.

And when I feel no one cares...

I'll do my own way which is I don't cares bout others.


- from my soul via my iPhone

Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Empty pocket. 6:57 pm

Saya nak makan..saya suka makan.

Tapi bile saya nak makan ada je penyebab saya tak makan.

Then bila badan saya kurus, marah saya sebab saya tak makan.

Cubalah faham dan ingat saya lapar dan nak makan!

- from my soul via my iPhone

Monday, October 18, 2010
Singing chorus part.. 7:28 pm

Hmmmm...ye aku mengeluh.

Hipokrit. Itu yang aku perlu hadap sekarang. Dok la pung pang, pung pang ngata org, dengki kat orang tapi kau sendri xnk tengok muka kau sendiri.

Bile ade, seriously aku rasa bingit. Bingit bila ape yg keluar dari mulut kau semua yg negatif! Bila kau xde aku rasa xpuas hati sebab kerja kau, kau tinggal macam itu saja.

Well nak cakap apa. Aku xhadap org meroyan memaki. Aku kene hadap plak org2 macam kau.

Bukan nak puji diri tapi aku rasa dari dulu aku memang good team player. Aku cube cover tuk team. Dan dari dulu sampai sekarang aku akan hadap team member yang bingit & hipokrit.

On the other hand, Peeps will find me if they don't have anyone else to company them. They won't remember me if they happy!

Well terima lah hakikat. No matter whut, I'm still all by myself.

- from my soul via my iPhone